I wonder how likely that is to happen. I've been saying I don't think they'll use us like that... and I still don't really believe they will But it has me concerned.
And stopping criminals, even the really bad ones, isn't like being in a war zone. I thought I knew that but It's different. Knowing something and actually being faced with it.
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(Don't worry, you're not bothering me at all.)
Are you okay?
I know the assignment got kind of intense...
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i didnt think the assignment would be that difficult either
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But I guess that would have defeated the purpose...
I don't know.
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if we ended up on our own without our commanding officers
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I've been saying I don't think they'll use us like that... and I still don't really believe they will
But it has me concerned.
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theyre like our commanders back home sometimes here
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Like we were supposed to learn a lesson, but we can't be completely sure what the real lesson is.
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I'm used to getting feedback on stuff like that, good or bad.
Not hearing anything is just eerie.
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or learn some kind of important secret
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But they said it was a survival mission. We completed that objective, at least.
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i am sorry if this conversation is weird
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Honestly, I haven't actually talked to anyone else about it.
This is better than thinking about it alone.
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do you think the others are mad? about some of us not helping
with the prisoners i mean
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It was unfair to expect anyone to do that.
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maybe well have to do that someday in real life
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I'm good at it. And I want to keep people safe.
But I don't want to have to go that far.
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they may be our enemies but they are still human beings
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That's what I was taught.
But... maybe I'm not good enough yet.
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you must have saved so many people more than any of us
maybe you know more than the rest of us too
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You've saved people too...
And you were so good. You stopped people but you didn't kill anyone.
But I've never been in a situation like that before.
I still have a lot to learn.
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where i am from our enemies are these monsters called titans
weve never had to fight other humans before
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I thought I knew that but
It's different. Knowing something and actually being faced with it.
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