No, no, that's not— you don't have to reassure me. I know it wasn't my fault, it was his, he did all of it...

[ He swallows, hesitating. ]

... I just don't want to lose faith in giving people second chances. I think that's what's really gotten to me. I know how he thinks and I'm not going to let him get in my head but I don't want to let him make me different—

[ Quieter: ] ... sorry.